Undeniable Feelings to be told…
A blog to express my true feelings…

Apr
07

Hi, long time no see everyone!!! Im back here to blog again. Todae was such a wonderful day, i just had my napfa test 5 items todae. Yay! this time i think i still could maintain a silver medal. Below are my results:

Item

Sit ups                             43times

Standing broad jump       243sm

Shuttle run                      10.1s

Pull up                             4or 5 (forget liao…)

Sit and reach                    38cm

But i want to do more pullups, i know i could do more… LOL

Need to go sleep le, gd nite everyone!!!

Mar
28

hi, sorry for not bloggin for a while, im really tired and angry about life… Some people just dont understand, i will have to repeat the message from an older post again…

Adapted from the post:

An Express train to the rubbish bin

Some people really deprive me of my rights, be it my rights to speak, my rights to care for my loved ones, my life,or to even stand upright in the school, my right to LIVE. I really don’t know what they are up to, wad they want me to end up like, wad they have up their sleeves, wad they are going to do next… i really finding it annoying!!! and im trying my best to keep cool and calm… and they seem to take it for granted… one day when i cant take it anymore, lets see wad they’ll become… the world is so weird and unpredictable…

Wad i want to tell them is ” LEAVE ME ALONE, WHATS WRONG WITH YOU, STOP PESTERING ME LIKE A PARASITE, GO DO THE STUFF U WANT, I DON’T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOU…SHOO OFF!!!”

By defaming me , shows that you are a hyprocrite, a person who cant even stand upright himself, isint it such an irony a 小人 calling another guy a 小人 when he himself is a million times more of a 人 himself. Keep this in mind… think before you say any single piece of junk from your stinky mouth…if not they’ll will be sent on an express train directly to the rubbish bin… it wont take much effort from me…i assure you

They just dont get my message, i have been kind to them, tying to fix and mend our friendship. However, it doesn’t work!!! 😡 i really really dunno why…. i am tired of my life, SUPER TIRED!!!

Mar
13

Hi everyone :), sorry for not updating my blog for a long time, i was quite busy lately. Anyway, the MOE Chinese Orchestra Camp Audition was super fun, I managed to meet new friends, meet up with old friends (chatted for quite long :)). Although not all my friends decided to join this year, BUT i was still very happy to see their juniors’ enthusiasm. Hope that they would meet many new friends and gain much experience from this camp.

I decided to go for Zhonghu in the orchestra again. BUT, the instructors said i could try to play the Gaohu….YAY!!! That means i passed the audition!!! (I arrived at 1pm for the registration BUT i waited until 4pm before my audition started…) The instructors were quite funny, they were like quarreling with each other about my audition. One said she wanted to hear me play the set piece, the other 2 instructors said that they heard me play during last year’s audition and said i was fine. That made my audition extremely long, most of the time they were arguing about the above issue. HahaXD They spent a long time commenting on Hwa Chong Institution Chinese Orchestra. I was quite bored, almost fell asleep…haha…

I really look forward to see other friends during the pre-camp in May, and i hope the camp and concert in June would be a success!!!

Mar
03

Today is the start of the sabbatical week. My sabbatical for this term is the “Leadership Sabbatical” The 1st day is kind of dry, teachers and trainers going through theory stuff, characteristics of a good leader, servant leadership etc. Then we watched a movie “Freedom Writers” very touching movie, it inspired me quite a bit. Then followed by a discussion and analysis. I’m looking forward to the next few days of the course, with field trips and visits to Land Transport Authority, PropNEX etc. SHOULD BE QUITE FUN AND INTERESTING!!!

Feb
26

Yay! Today marks the Annual Cross Country, this time it is held at our own school…(it’s really weird :X) but nevertheless, our class still managed to clinch the top prizes. Due to the rain, the distance we are running is cut short to 2.8km only (when we are supposed to run like 4.3km), its only like the 2.4 in the NAPFA test…LOLXD It was rather easy though…hahaXD Although not everyone in our class was in the top ten, our average timing was constant, and we won the Overall Sec 4 Class Champion .HURRAY!!! 3 cheers for 4B!!! We are the PRO …no one can beat us!!!

The original track that we are supposed to run

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Feb
22

Okay, toady morning i was present at the RGS student leader’s investiture. It was like so fun and nice. The amphitheater was cool, but the seat i was seating at was facing directly to the sun…bleh…long pants, plus long sleeve white shirt, plus council blazer. Those are the last thing you would want to wear there, at that time, in the hot sun, my BLAZER was really BLAZING HOT!!!

The performance they put up was like so zai…LUV IT!!! Dancing and singing, really very creative. nevertheless, i still managed to see some primary school classmates and CO friends but not all…sad…:( But i still believe that my patience and effort put in would not go to waste. then it was like a super formal and super interesting school tour. The school tour was so organised lor, they have a script to follow!!! but Hwa Chong’s school tour is like impromptu and last minute kind of stuff…guess that they put in quite a lot of effort into it…salute to them.

Below are some stuff about the school tour:

During the school tour we visited many places. First was the science block, its called the “Magic Room” or something like that. Next, the computer lab with all Imac computers, super cool and super expensive. Then it was the CLC, named under the some person, it’s supposed to the Cyber Learning Center. Very cool design and its really HIGH TECH!!! Then it was the RGS Guidance Center, but sadly it was said to be infested with bees, so cant go in and take a look. Next up was the RGS air conditioned hall, super cooling and nice! Then their Prefect room, although its quite small but its nice, our tour guides mentioned that their is a pathway in the room that will lead to RI… Then we visited the Copper plant thingy, then the glass gallery with the mannequin with the RGS uniform on her, their canteen, with 10 stalls, the rock wall, their gym, their basketball court, their netball court, the Athena statue near the gate, their temporary class room (i think its block J1, J2, J3, supposed to be sec 1 classrooms), it was believed that the more senior you get, the nearer your classroom will be to the school gate (vetted to be a fallacy XD). That should be all i could remember….

In conclusion, the invest was SUPER FUN and i learnt many new stuff about the shcool, made new friends from RGS, RI, Nus High school, Gan Eng Seng, St Joseph. Wonderful and interesting invest indeed!!!

 

Below are some picture i took in the school, enjoy!!!

 

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New friends made!!!

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Feb
19

This week is havoc for me… SO MANY TESTS!!! Okay, I am squeezing time out of my busy schedule and mugging time to blog and to check my emails… I decided to mug for this time, coz I want to meet my goal of getting every subject A1, although it may be kinda impossible but I must try 🙂

Okay, Friday I’ll get to skip 4 plus hours of classes because I am going for the RGS prefectorial invest 8am to 12noon (HURRAY, FINALLY A DAY WITH ONLY 2 PERIODS OF LESSONS LEFT) BUT the 2 periods are my CHINESE TEST!!! Arghhh!!! But I’m trying to console myself that Friday’s invest would be damn fun and I get to see many primary school friends and CO friends (I hope so). Haizzz, I need to go mug for my physics test, will update my blog on Friday night!!! 🙂

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Feb
16

Waah, I still managed to squeeze time to watch some movie at the Cinema although the exam week is approaching soon. This time I decided to watch “Kung Fu Dunk” with my mom before she leaves for some other business trip again… here’s my summary and a review of the film…ENJOY!!!

Jay Chou plays an orphan raised in a kung fu school, but kicked out by the corrupt headmaster after fighting with a bunch of thugs in the employ of a nefarious villain. He happens upon down-on-his-luck trickster Eric Tsang, who immediately sees cash potential in the youngster’s skills. Basketball is the chosen avenue for riches, and Tsang bids to get him a spot on a University team and to promote him in the media. General success leads to a basketball championship and a really nasty rival team managed by the same nefarious villain of before.

Shaolin Soccer is about Soccer, whereas Kungfu Dunk is about Fang Shi Jie and the people around him. Basketball is just to give the movie a theme. His interaction and relationship with Eric Tseng was touching and hilarious.

Actually, I was like, “Why is Jay so stupid as to agree to be part of this stupid movie by a director famed for low standard movies? I know and understand he was being supportive of Taiwanese Films, but, does he need to sacrifice his excellent records just to be patriotic?” For now, I’m s glad the director improved (as media players commended), which I guess the availability of fund, especially as a result of Jay’s involvement, did help. All this makes Kungfu Dunk a movie suitable for all age group, and be my “THE MOST” recommended movie this Chinese New Year/February period.

I will stick my neck out to say that this movie is to basketball just as how Goal! was to football. It made the sport look good because of its charismatic characters, despite them dripping so much coolness and aloofness on the courts. Here, special effects and wire-work were employed to make the actors seem like professionals who can take out a top side in the NBA league, and in all honesty, really looked stunning, especially when they mimic various dunking moves, and performing combo-moves thanks to technology and stunt work. So in actuality, the kung fu elements don’t really have to be in the movie. The stunt work itself will be able to justify most of the moves as they’re quite grounded to reality, only having you to suspend belief that boys of average height have springs in their feet to leap that height for a professional dunk.

Pity too that the number of games were only a handful, with the time spent on plenty of subplots, but each were loosely developed and flitted in and out of the story as and when they please. Things like the abandoned Shi-jie’s quest to use the basketball games to get his parents to one day attend them, that of gangsterism penetrating and influencing games, and his love life with Charlene Choi in yet another flower vase role just to look good and do nothing else. Everyone’s acting a little too cool, leaving little room for main characters to add depth. One of the key themes here is the realization of the importance of teamwork rather than on individual talent and ability, and it could have been brought out much stronger if the players themselves interacted a lot more off the court, than only on it, and during competitive games, apart from the high-fives and friendly passes.

Basically, there’s Kungfu, there’s Basketball, there’s fighting, there’s humour, there’s silliness, there’s love, and there’s of course, exaggerations too.


If my mum (who dislikes Jay) is surprisingly recommending this to everyone in my family, I think it’s really a movie suitable enough for a family.


NICE MOVIE, GO WATCH 🙂 !!!!

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Feb
12

Things aren’t always going to be fair in the world, that’s just the way it is. I believe that you will get back what you give; God is going to reward you for your hard work and effort. The same theory goes for studying for a test, if you study hard enough an A1 would be within reach, if not it’s easy for you to score a F9.

I was enlightened by someone else’s blog. Yup, I agree that I should be contented with what I have now, wishes are meant to be wishes, neither should I depend too much or put too much hopes on wishes. In this real world, wishes don’t always work out, BUT action does (at least for me).

A new chapter of life is about to unfold, the new person I would become, it’s my job to prove to everyone what I am capable of and who I truly am. I don’t care what are the impressions you all had about me in the past BUT now I’m telling you all, it’s not going to be long and you’ll see a different person right in front of you.

No matter how anyone tries to discourage me, my decision would not change. There is a reason why it is called a “decision”, that means my stand is FINAL, nothing is going to change it soon. I have not been unhappy or tired of what I’ve been doing so far and I am not going to stop my pace anytime no matter how many suannings i will recieve.

For those idiotic people who likes to suan others, ill like to tell you all that I STILL EXIST, I’m not dead yet, and one day when I really can’t tolerate anymore, let’s see what will happen…

Feb
08

Hey everyone, im back bloggin when i supposed to concentrate on other things…lol 🙂 Yesterday night marks the day when my wish for this year came true!!! YAY!!! My parents amongst their busy schedule spent time with me at Singapore River Festival 2008, i am really, REALLY touched, it had been ages when my parents actually initiated to go out to celebrate a festive occasion. If i am not wrong, the last time they celebrated anything with me was my 6 years old birthday party…10 years already. The taste of family gathering and family love had been tasted once again…this would be the day i will never forget in my life.

I have always been jealous when i see families together celebrating when i am always at a lonely corner, so COLD and lonely… God finally answered my prayers, after 10 years finally my wish came true.

I made it clear to my parents again, that i would not need them to grant me luxurious stuff, excessive cash, or anything. I want to live like everyone else, be a NORMAL person, no maid, no pampering, nothing. They agreed…this would be another wish that came true.

This year, 2 out of 3 wishes of mine came true, maybe god pities me and decided to grant my wishes…i really dunno…but i really wish that my 3rd and most important wish would come true…not that im greedy, but, i really wish that it will happen…

Below are some pictures on my visit to Singapore River Festival 2008…enjoy!!! 🙂

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